Saturday, April 9, 2011

Sweet Dreams for An Immortal Soul..(Chapter 1)

Is a beautiful morning to go school today and i cant wait for Nick to pick up to school.Nick was the coolest boyfriend ever and he was tall,smart and handsome.He never cares about how i look with my messy hair ,pimple face and a i am kinda chubby my weight was like 62kg almost as heavy as him but he can still carry me for like 10 seconds.He was so perfect and i am so ugly we were like Ying and Yang.When he arrive school every morning I feel kinda weird walk beside him at first but slowly i get used to it .There was a head cheerleader always try to make me jealous in the morning and her name was Nicole ,she gets near to him and she give those bitchy stares.Just because i am a ugly girl doesn't matter i don't deserve a very handsome boyfriend but still I dont understand why Nick wanna be with me is because I'm smart or easy to play as a fool but Nick be with me for 3 years and he never give every burden i just trust him completely like i never doubt him cheating with other women.Well I never care about all this since his my senior year I am planning to get ready for my prom like losing some weight and fix my hair and face.I start my day with Biology class with Nick ,I cant wait to operate a frog with him after Bio it was Add Maths .Hate It!But Nick he loved it and he was so good at it ,when he put the pencil on his lips seems so hot like you wish you were that pencil.After Add Maths it was Art Class and I've to go alone while Nick goes to Chemistry Class.When I am in my Art Class i feel so free from all those stupid cheerleaders that stare at me every morning.My friend AJ which is my childhood friend was always there for me and we always talk bad things about cheerleaders .He always have this weird aura like he wears sweaters during summer and spring he kinda hated the sun ,his mom tell me that his skin cannot expose to sunlight so he keep wearing like that every time we go out.Since we were kids he keep wearing like things and i barely ever see many of skin he love to Opera songs which is weird with kids with his age and his face doesn't change much and his face was so pale and i ever accidentally touch his hands and it was cold like ice but I never wanna ask about it because I scare he get offended he is kinda sensitive and Emotional type of person.He don't smile much around his other friends but he seems more comfortable with me and there is some Emo kids like him because he is kinda like a dark force type of guy.During recess AJ was having his lunch is kinda sad to see him sit there alone so sometimes I when to sit there with him but he ask me to go away because he scare those cheerleader will made out a lot of different type of gossips to make me and Nick split is kinda hurts when I think about.When lunch time I sit with Nicks with bunch of his class clowns friends but they are smart but they are mean sometimes because they love to call me 'Nick's Donut' which means I am Nick's fat ass girl friend,I just smile and be patient luckily and didn't show him some of my Taekwando skills and some of my Kendo skills ,i am pretty good with my Katana .Well that how my school life today and after that I have Taekwando class at night with AJ ,I am not like other girls that go hang out with their girl friends i was into sport so i can lose weight that with me all these years but my fats so hard to go away it make me feel sick!But i never give up that easily ,I just feel sick this year i can't really exercise hard as usual and i have headache sometimes i have nosebleed too.Nick force me go to doctors but I see this as a small matter but if i wanna go i rather go with Jenny and AJ because they are my closest friends in the world ,Jenny is my BBF she is cute and sexy .she was talented In singing and she have this cute eye shadow but still she is kinda have this weird fantasy that she will have sex with aliens.LOL!Crazy women!I still love her my sweet Jenny.

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