Kemaru In Trouble

It been already 3 days Kevin didn't text me I really miss him don't know what to do really I just look at our picture together.Suddenly I get a test from him he said,'Kibum I'm sorry I think we need some space I have something to I think we will not going to be together if we keep meeting each other I don't want to broke up with is just I need to do something that need will make us separate for a while.Hope you understand Kibum...Bye my love..,

I was shock that time I wonder what wrong with him but i just let it go because I know even f I keep asking him what wrong he won't tell me.It been a month already we didn't meet and talk and even text each other.I cry every night because I miss my angel so much I didn't make love with him for so long already .One day I get a phone call from Xander he tell me something wrong with Kevin and ask me go to the hospital.So I rush to the hospital really fast and when I arrive I when to search for Kevin I keep looking for him and thank God I saw his room after 1 hour running around like a mad man at the hospital.I open the door and I saw Kevin head was wrapped by a bandage and looks like he is in a coma.I when near to him and Xander and Eli just arrive that time they tell me that Kevin just have brain surgery because he had brain tumor.Kevin don't want me to get hurt so he decided to hide from me he only tell Xander and Eli .His been coma for almost a month I think Xander can't bear to see me keep looking for Kevin I am so disappointed to myself I should treat him nicely and force him before he went to that surgery.Xander later that give me a letter from Kevin he write

'Dear,Kibum.When You get this letter is already maybe been a month that we didn't see each other I always wanted to tell you that I never stop loving you.I always wanted to tell you that I have brain tumor it was happen last year I didn't wanna tell you after I decided to have this surgery I don't wanna disturb you doing your work with your brother.You know when I was so bored here at the hospital waiting for the surgery every night I was hugging the teddy bear that have your smell and I cry alone because I miss you so much till I cant sleep till the day I have surgery.Well till here please don't cry when you see me in the bed like this...Love you Kibum^^...'

After I read this letter I try to hold back my tears but I can't.I end up crying and Xander hug me and I kneel down in front of Kevin keep begging to wake up.But I know kevin won't like it I stop for a while and sit down and think what I wanted to.The best thing I want to do now is stay beside my angel till he awake from his coma I never give up even though I have to wait till I die because I should take care of him...

It been 3 months now and it was almost my birthday and Kevin still laying on his bed all the boys celebrate my birthday at the hospital with Kevin I wanted to take a picture with him and hug him but I only do that if he is awake.That night after my birthday party I kneel down and pray for Kevin I cry that night I wish to celebrate my birthday with someone that I have love for long and be with me for almost 5-6 years.

The next morning I wake up and I saw Kevin wasn't at his bed anymore and I run out from the room and search for him till I decided to go the garden and when I arrive there I saw Kevin standing under the morning sun that shine unto his face he look like and angel with his black hair.He look so alive feels like a air inside of me I ran to him and I carry him I tell him that I can't live without him and I miss him so much.He shut me off by kissing me feels like he always do to me every morning when we wake up together.Make feel so sweet and weak I always the strong one when both of us together but this time he is more stronger then me because only can stay strong all the time he was on a coma condition and he can go trough a surgery alone.I love you Kevin,you always be mine as we are a Kemaru^^

Kemaru Making Love

My name is Kevin I live with 6 boys and when we as a group we known as U-Kiss.I have

pretty special in the group and as same as all of us I have a man already is name is Kibum we known each other since a long time ago.We love each other deeply all we do is kiss and hug we wanted to do something even more romantic like sex or in another proper word 'making love'.The problem is these monkeys are still at home some of them ever take advantage of me like Soohyun love to hug from behind and kiss my neck think of me as Dongho.Beside that,Xander love to pull into shower but I push him over before get mad.Other that that,Eli love to carry me around and put me into his bed but i run away from him after that.Kiseop too sometimes love to touch my face in front of Kibum till Kibum when mad and hit his head but both of them in the same time love talk to each other shirtless showing their abs.Dongho always wanted to kiss me for fun but I let him kiss on my cheek a little bit of skinship from a lips wont hurt anyone.

One night,it was a rainy night and all the boys when to do their activities that left me alone at home but I get text it was from Kibum he tell me that he is coming back early make me feel so happy.When,Kibum come back I hug him and I kiss him that time he smell so hot but he is kinda dirty so I ask him to get a shower,after he finish his shower he came out wearing nothing but a towel showing all his abs and body he was so hot till I want to pull that towel off but I can't do it because in Kibum eyes I am an Angel.The next thing we do we have dinner together and after finish dinner we both went to the room and watch some movies while half way of the movie Kibum suddenly wanna do some work for his company so I let him.After 2 hours I was bored and I went to look for him but I make some hot cocoa so he can stay warm when I open his door room I was shock....I saw him watch yaoi...After he saw me he shout at me and I started to cry and he shut my lips and hug me.He beg not to cry but in my heart I am glad he was so dirty make me think it was the right time to loss my purity.

I push him to his bed with all the force that I have and start to kiss him romantic let me say like a French kiss.He slowly push me beside the bed and his hand at my neck and he put his breathe on it I feel so love and tamed like and animal after he went on top of me and do a love bite on my neck and I do it on his chest.I love it this way I was actually bored of 'Sweet Love ' now I love 'Making Love'.After that,he start to open my shirt and his hands were inside of my jeans fooling around with fingers I feel weird at first because no one ever touch my 'danger parts' but with hot kiss I feel better and in the same time I try to make him shirtless his fingers are getting faster so I end up ripping his shirt off and he look like a beast with his abs.His fingers stop and he open his pants now and he help me open mine too.

After he few minutes or seconds I realize both of us are naked and I end up I have no idea what the hell I am going to do next but I know Kibum know what he should do.He slowly take his 'little devil' to my 'danger parts' of me when he put it in I feel like a beast I pull his body near me and I hold him really tight just to go through the pain but Kibum just stay strong every push he did I feel pleasure make both of us more happy and during that time the more I shout means the more I get.Make me wonder how come Kibum can be so damm strong and now I know how do Dongho feel when he do it with Soohyun it was really fun actually.After 2 hours and it was 1 a.m we were done and we both satisfied and he went beside me and kiss my cheek and hug me and we sleep together naked till morning.It was a great night for me and I lost my purity and I give all my love to my Kibummie^^

Beautiful Melody

My heart beating so fast when I saw Kevin walking in to the school with his angelic and beautiful smile.I melted for a moment there i feel so breathless he was so beautiful to me.^^But I always wonder why he never spoken anything he always smile and wave to his friends and to those girls that was so crazy about him.One day,I try want to follow Kevin to see what he usually do on his weekdays.
It was Saturday morning I started to follow him from school actually after his sport practice at first I saw him got a bookshop and I follow him too but he didn't saw me so I just got to the vampire books station to see some Twilight latest parts.He look so sweet he was looking at some books about piano notes.I realize he is pretty talented after 2 hours he finish going out from the shop and he bought a book but me end up reading the all book of Twilight and I have to buy a magazine to escape from that bookshop owner.After that I follow him and he went to a pet shop and i saw him started to work there so I just go home and rest my feet to follow him next day to church.

Beautiful Sunday nothing special I just go to church to see his activities when I go in I saw him sitting at the choir place he was playing piano sounds so beautiful he play it with full of his heart.I smile when I see him like that but some people think I am crazy because I'm smile alone but I don't care I just look at Kevin all the time.After Mass ended I get up on my chair and go out suddenly somebody block my eyesight with soft hands I don't know who was it so I just turn back and it was Kevin he smile at me and my heartbeat stop for 30 seconds I said hi to him but he give me a note and inside the note he wrote:

"Hi my name is Kevin I always notice keep following me from school.Sorry I have to talk to you like this.I am dumb actually I use sign language to talk to people but since is the first time I get to meet you I have to use notes.Would you want to have breakfast with me?^^"

I said sure.I was happy that time I never know that Kevin is dumb behind all his beautiful smile there was also a side of him that not many people knows about it.

We have breakfast together for like 2 hours we talk through papers it was fun and then we go home together.We walk in our own ways he hug me and then he smile

^^.When I reach home I feel so happy I lay on the bed for a while and after that I open my jacket and I saw a piece of paper again it was from Kevin he wrote:

"Don't forget to see look at your window at 9pm^^"

I feel odd in that moment but I waited till 9pm when the clock turn 9 I look outside and I saw him there holding a poster with he heart shape at first when he turn the poster around it was wrote there Would You Be my Girlfriend?

I was stunt and I yelled yes and I run to him with nothing but white short dress he pulled me later to his car and he drive somewhere far I keep asking him where are we going he just smile and touch my lips so I just when silence till I reach that place it was beautiful beach and I run around and jumping around again wearing nothing but a short dress with no shoe at all.I ask Kevin to catch me and he did he carry me around when I am getting near the sea water he stare at him into his eyes and I do it too.After that he put me down and we just stare and he kiss me.It was my first kiss I feel so magical and happy I don't want it to stop feels likes there is a new air in my body that can help me breathe better.He wrote me a note ask me to close my eyes he got a suprise for me so I just close my eyes and he carry me again he slowly walk somewhere took him almost 30 minutes to bring me that place so when I reach there he touch my face to ask me to open eyes and when I opened my eyes I saw a white beach house he slowly pull me into the living room and bring to the piano place and he started to play a song title "Wedding Dress" sounds so romantic slowly I put my head on his shoulder I smile again he kiss my cheek and then he bring me go upstairs to sleep but he bring go watch some movies.We watch a movie called "50First Dates " that movie was great and we laugh.After we watch that movie we decided to when to sleep it was 2 in the morning but both of us can't sleep so we end up stare at each other and slowly we both getting nearer to each other and then we start kissing again and hugging each other till 6 in the morning.

When almost morning Kevin wake me up and he bring outside to see the sunrise he hug me so I can stay warm.It was so sweet that time I when blushing and I hold him tight too.The sunrise was so beautiful when the sunlight hit Kevin's face he look like angel.I don't mind if he can't talk or anything but in my eyes he will always be my soulmate that I have be waiting for so long^^